Updates

Wow, it has been a while since I've posted here. I would like to get back into blogging but not sure how much time I will have between working and spending what little bit of free time I will have with my husband. So we will see where it goes.

The past few weeks have been honestly horrible, but things seem to be looking up for the better. All I can do right now is live life one day at a time and accept what comes my way and fight for what I want. And believe me, I will fight with everything in me; especially for my husband.

I had a babysitting job, and while I enjoyed being with the kids, it really sucked. The kids were mean and wouldn't listen or stay in time out. I was kind of relieved when their mom texted me and told me they were accepted into daycare. I had already put in applications earlier that week, and one paid off. That same night, I received a call to do an interview for Dollar General and I start working there this coming Friday.

I hope the hours will be changed after training, though. If not, I will never see my husband and fear the outcome of that. Right now, I just have to keep what faith and trust I still have for him and hope for the best. I don't know what else to do other than that.

My boutique is practically closing until I can figure out how to manage the time I have free. I don't want to spend the little time I have with my husband working on stuff that probably wasn't even paid for. I can't keep giving stuff out for free. I believed when I started with models that getting my product out there would bring buyers, but boy was I wrong. Over a year of basically giving things away, and I've had maybe 3 fully paid orders. Not cool at all, and we just can't afford to keep it up.

I really don't know what else to type right now, so I will update again when something exciting happens.